Reason

Last night i was on the computer, frantically trying to finish off reading, commenting (you know how it is, one comment leads to another) before J went to sleep. Forcing myself to sign out, i turned off the lights, hopped upstairs and set the alarm. The bedside lights were off, damn, he was already gone, wrapped in duvet, breathing slowly.

I climbed into my side of the bed and lay there. Just lay there, bored. I was hoping for some cuddling, maybe more. O.K. at this point really i wanted sex and he was ASLEEP.

OPTION 1 - Touch myself. Already was, no use. I needed a man.
OPTION 2 - Wake him. Too risky, could cause severe grumpiness.
OPTION 3 - chosen option.

I lifted the covers and shuffled under. His sleepy body was so warm. I wrapped my mouth around his soft cock and explored with my tongue. Sucking hard, sometimes soft, licking under his foreskin, all over. In a minute he was hard. He shifted, moaning in his semi-wakeful state. Faster, harder, my tongue circling the head, sucking, licking, lapping and taking him deep, wrapping my lips around him.

I was enjoying this on so many levels.
The wonderful sensation in my mouth, luscious.
The power and sneakiness of getting what i want.
The increasing wetness between my legs.
He came, making little noise but filling my mouth with his hot liquid. Strangely that was enough and i too fell asleep.

At 2 am i woke. Hot, so hot. The room seemed airless. I eventually rolled out of bed and opened the window wide. The cool air met my naked body as i leaned out into the night. Looking up i saw a sky full of stars and thought of what i read earlier by The Man, His Life and His Secrets. There seemed little light pollution in our village tonight and amongst the millions there was Orion and i smiled because of what had been said about us not being all important. There i was smiling in the dark because from now i have a reason to be less alone under these stars.

Thank You.